I don't know which is worse anymore. Being and alone or being with people. Being alone does make the day seem longer but people affect the way you react to things - aftershocks in particular. If the people around you panic in a large one, I find myself also panicking. Something that does not happen as much when I am by myself.
Maybe if I could find other people that don't panic it would be different. They don't panic at work and that always seems so much more bearable that being around my friends. Though that is slightly worrying isn't it? When work - in all its manic busy glory - is more calming that being with those that you care for.
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